
Pandurang (name changed) is not a guru. He doesn’t stand on a stage, preaching to thousands. He isn’t a YouTuber making millions from daily wisdom. He hasn’t written books, nor made money from his teachings.
He is a daily wage laborer from a village near Hinganghat, a 73-year-old man who never went beyond primary school. Today, he is a caregiver.
His wife, weighing just 24 kg, lies in bed. Her frail body sinks into the sheets. Esophageal cancer has taken away all her physical strength. But not her mind. Nor her emotions. Nor her spirit.
She moves little. He stays by her side—feeding, turning, soothing her pain. His hands gently massage her feet, offering juice, waiting patiently as she sips. Night after night, he sits awake, alert, always ready to help.
This morning, during rounds in the palliative care ward, Pandurang surprised us. His wife lay still, her emaciated frame a stark reminder of the toll cancer has taken on her.
As we started explaining her condition, choosing our words carefully, he politely interrupted. His tone was calm and kind.
“This isn’t in your hands,” he said, his voice steady. “Nor mine. He decides when we come and when we go.”
The room fell silent. His words lingered, calm yet weighty.
My resident’s eyes fell on the chain around his neck. It was a simple thing, a 𝑇𝑢𝑙𝑠𝑖 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑎, its small, dark-brown beads resting gently against his chest, a Rudraksha bead hanging at the end like a quiet symbol.
He noticed our curiosity. “This?” he asked, his voice steady. “This is a Tulsi mala, made from the sacred Tulsi plant. We 𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑠 wear it every day, not just on pilgrimages. It is our faith, our devotion, a reminder to stay close to Vitthal.
𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑠 are pilgrims. Every 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑑ℎ𝑖 𝐸𝑘𝑎𝑑𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖. Every 𝐾𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑘𝑖 𝐸𝑘𝑎𝑑𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖. They walk for hundreds of miles, often over a fortnight and even a month, traveling to Pandharpur for 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑛 of 𝑉𝑖𝑡𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑙 and 𝑅𝑢𝑘𝑚𝑎𝑖.
“I’ve walked the 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑖 13 times,” Pandurang said, a faint smile crossing his face. “And each time, she was with me. Always ahead. Always stronger.”
Then, in a voice steady with devotion, he began quoting saints—Tukaram, Dnyaneshwar, Tukdoji, Ramdas. Not mere words, but the essence of their teachings, woven into the fabric of his life.
He paused, his voice softening. “Even Tukdoji Maharaj was not spared from cancer. He suffered in the end.” A deep sigh escaped him. “We are ordinary mortals.”
And then, his wife spoke. Her voice faint, but clear. Her face calm, as though untouched by the turmoil surrounding her.
“I’m not afraid of dying.”
Her food pipe blocked by cancer, she could no longer swallow. A feeding tube sustained her body, but her spirit seemed untouched.
Where did they find such courage? What made them so fearless?
Perhaps it was faith. Perhaps it was devotion.
Pandurang may have never read the Gita, but he lives its wisdom every day, in silence and action.
Poverty never broke their spirit. Disease never conquered their resolve. Death could not shake their unshakable peace.
As I stood there, humbled by their courage, I realized something profound. True strength isn’t about grand gestures or big words. It lives in the heart that knows its truth.
Today, I bowed before them—not just as a physician, but as someone deeply moved by their strength and devotion.
Very heart touching and yet extremely inspiring.
This is the fourth year on trot we witnessed the Ashadhi Wari here at Pandharpur!! Roughly around 12 lakh warkaris attended Wari this year..
While walking hundreds of kilometers, warkaris are not even sure whether they will get to see vitthal or not..many of them are barefooted..unsure of even the residence.. but whenever we meet them ,two things are quite obvious and abundant on their face..and that is “satisfaction” and “surrenderence” . They say He is standing there on a rock(vitevari ubha),he will take care of us!!
Nothing but faith!
The magnificient nature of the devotees that visit pandharpur during Wari, teach us nothing but humility and faith!!
Beautiful write up as usual sir. I totally agree sir, we here too encounter a good number of people whose faith keep them so strong and courageous that Death is just a path to meet their creator which they welcome with great peace. faith as little as a mustard seed can move mountain.
This is the fourth year on trot we witnessed the Ashadhi Wari here at Pandharpur!! Roughly around 12 lakh warkaris attended Wari this year..
While walking hundreds of kilometers, warkaris are not even sure whether they will get to see vitthal or not..many of them are barefooted..unsure of even the residence.. but whenever we meet them ,two things are quite obvious and abundant on their face..and that is “satisfaction” and “surrenderence” . They say He is standing there on a rock(vitevari ubha),he will take care of us!!
Nothing but faith!
The magnificient nature of the devotees that visit pandharpur during Wari, teach us nothing but humility and faith!!
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A heartwarming tale of faith and devotion ! We often get to learn important life lessons from our patients. Keep sharing Sir 🙏
Your writings are heart touching, show your sensitivity.
Please submit to New England journal of medicine as a perspective.
This core Indian philosophy and social understanding about life, suffering and death has been strength to deal with life and death as eternal truth. Not sparing even gods.
Spiritual people have the ultimate understanding to face and accept even any unexpected life challenges. The faith , devotion and sacrifice to the Guru and God makes them special, strong, kind, polite and so elastic. Sir, thank you so much again for writing about life’s experience in exceptional and stunning words.
This story offers valuable lessons for both doctors and the general public. When patients are informed about their diagnosis—especially in cases of cancer or terminal illness—most, though not all, feel a sense of relief and begin preparing themselves for the inevitable. Therefore, it is crucial to learn the art of breaking such news with sensitivity.
Spirituality and faith are deeply ingrained in the majority of Indians, providing them with courage and inner strength to face critical situations with peace and acceptance. Despite being illiterate, many have remarkable understanding and resilience. Effective communication is both the art and the essence of clinical practice.
A beautifully written piece.
Panduranga’s behavior touches the heart! Working with elderly, sick devotees over the last 25 years has deepened my faith in Divine grace. The staunch faith of these patients in God, their willing acceptance of all events as His will, and their resilience in facing pain are solid proof of the strength that comes from invoking His name.
My heartfelt thanks for awakening us from our material somnolence into the Presence of the Divine.
Panduranga ‘s behaviour touches the heart ! Working with elderly, sick devotees in the last 25 years, has strengthened my faith in the Divine grace. The staunch faith of these patients in God, their willing acceptance of all events as His Will and their strength of mind to face pains, is a solid proof of the strength that gets infused into one taking God’s name. My heartfelt thanks for jerking us from our material somnolence into the Presence of the Divine.
Amazing post.
So much to learn from everywhere.
And faith does move mountains. This is something no book can teach, no teacher can guide. And yet, it all comes with such amazing simplicity. This is the spirituality that lies at the heart of Bharat and upholds the cultural consciousness of the country.
Thanks to SP Kalantri sir for the beautiful write-up.
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Very touching.. Thank you sir.
Very heart touching…🙏
Beautiful and heart touching.
Heart touching.
Heart touching faith.
Best.wishes. May God always bless you.
Beautifully penned down sir.
A tale of devotion. Superb narration 👌👌👌👌
It’s heart touching .When a life begins ,a child takes birth it’s a happy feeling.Why it becomes too sad when a life passes out ,that too with lingering ailments and multiple health issues.
The faith and devotion in God is always there.I pray someday may God also understand us humans and give a sweet ending to our life
Why so much and so many suffering.May the soul Rest in peace and ever after.