Nostalgia.
I use this word often. Perhaps it comes with age, a habit of looking back, of holding on to the past.
But sometimes I wonder. Am I using it right?
The ending -algia makes me pause. In medicine, algos means pain. Every day, I prescribe analgesics to my patients, medicines that take the algia away. So if nostalgia carries pain within it, what does it really mean?
Sweet memories of the past? Or the ache that those days are gone?
I looked it up. The word was coined in 1688 by a Swiss medical student, Johannes Hofer. He joined two Greek roots: nostos, meaning homecoming, and algos, meaning pain. Together, they made nostalgia: the pain of longing to return home.
At first, nostalgia was a disease. Swiss soldiers serving far away were said to suffer from it, just as one suffers from fever or cough.
But words wander. Meanings shift. Nostalgia moved from being an illness to an emotion. Today it is the warm ache of memory . A bittersweet mix of joy and loss. Not just homesickness, but a longing for moments, places, and people we cannot return to.
So when I recall Sevagram in the 1980s, or when students gather to relive their MGIMS days, that is nostalgia in its purest form.
I am relieved. I am not misusing the word. I am simply naming that tender ache of remembering.
And if I ever slip, I can always lean on Alice in Wonderland: โ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฆ๐น๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด.โ